Saturday, March 31, 2012

What's In a Family?

One thing I've realized about myself lately is that the way I see (and think about) a family is drastically different from the way most people do. The way most people see a family, is as their support system, the people who will be there for them, and love them no matter what.

The way I see a family, is as an obligation. The people who'll be giving me responsibilities, and demanding things of me that I don't want, and don't have to give. I don't know if that's a sign of your Oh So Lovely contribution to my psychiatric health Daddy Dearest, but it's thoughts like these that make me not want to have a family, not want to make friends, and not want want to meet new people.Your continued existence is a constant reminder to me that love in the end, is just not worth the effort.

See Daddy? I am like you.

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